Updates

It’s been a while so I thought a post of what’s going on would be appropriate today.

First I am no longer collared and in a relationship.

In this exploration of my sexuality, I realized I’m more out of the box than I ever thought. I do identify as a submissive bisexual male, but am truly a hybrid.

I won’t bottom for another man. Unless my woman wants me to. It’s for her pleasure.

I am a part cuckold, leaving the humiliation out of it. My girlfriend/wife/partner (when I have one) has and will always have free reign to be sexually active with whom she chooses, communication will always be open with us. It’s for her pleasure and our enjoyment.

We will be polygamous, I’m fine with multiple partners especially for her. That is for our pleasure and enjoyment.

I will not be Dominant. Unless she allows it and we will set our limits.

2020 1st release

I had my first full orgasm of 2020. Mistress asked if I was edging. I replied yes Mistress, ad I have to at every opportunity.

She replies with good bitch. Tonight you’re going to cum and I want to see a lot of it! I was already on edge for over a hour, and I was so incredibly hard.

I complied, said “yes Mistress, as you wish” and captured my spurts on video for her as ordered.

Today I’m back to edging. Mistress says we have to build it up again.

Male Submissive

Not all of us are beta males with small or average size penises that are meek and feeble.

Once again, porn has a LOT of men like this portrayed as submissive to Women (as we should be), so I’ll share this:

I am about 20cm (7.5 inches) cut and thick, about 12cm (4+ inches) in circumference.

I’m not in chastity of any type of device to restrict an erection.

I do not enjoy extreme pain to the point of horrendous bruising, open wounds, or pain that prevents me from working.

As a male in the workplace and around other men, I am very much aggressive and Alpha.

I am not a cuckold in the traditional sense (if there is one), but some activities my Mistress and I enjoy.

I am respectful, courteous, and automatically submissive to ALL Women and in their service as they wish, sexually and non-sexual.

I will stand to greet a Woman when she sits at our table and stand when we depart. I will offer to take her coat and help her to put it on if she wishes when I offer.

Random(?) Thought

I love having an aggressive, assertive, Dominant Alpha woman.

Being Submissive

From only my point of view and what I’ve read and seen, this is what it means to me to be submissive.

It is ALWAYS about her needs, wishes, desires, and pleasure first. My focus is on Her until she is completely and utterly satisfied. My pleasure is derived from fulfilling hers, whatever it is. From a message focused on her, to dutifully completing tasks, to her whims, it’s all about her and for her, smf subsequently it becomes for us.

I can and do make recommendations and suggestions, it’s how you grow and mature together. But, her decision is final. She knows best.

The instant, as a submissive male, you start directing her to the point that you’re leading, you’re not truly a submissive. It’s a kink, a fetish at that point. Suggesting a change or something new is great, and you two explore together, but she needs to lead you.

Yes Ma’am. Thank you Ma’am

One of the first tasks my girlfriend/Mistress gave me, was to be respectful to ALL Women. Most especially in online messages as well as in person.

I am to address all women initially as “Ma’am” until told otherwise by them and them only. It is solely out of respect for them, and also immediately displays publicly my submission to them as a submissive male to all women.

If I initiated a conversation, it is more than one word or one sentence, and I always make my best attempt to be courteous, respectful, compliant, and show I am not dominant to them in any way, as it should be.

The absolute last thing I want is to disappoint my Mistress. In my daily life, I represent Her and I together, so I want to always portray her as my Mistress, my Goddess, Queen, and it is always positive.

2020 goals

How to be a better submissive?

How to better serve the FLR?

How to promote and advertise FLR and Female Led lives?

Yes. I’ll Brag

Thankfully I’m not in chastity. She continues to control my orgasms but being big and thick and a loving woman that doesn’t want me caged.  

YES!!!

Last night, I received permission to orgasm. I was on edge again! For about 45 minutes. What did I explode to? Gorgeous brown skin women.

I thanked Mistress 3 or 4 times over the next few minutes, She said the cumshot made Her horny. I’m always happy to oblige.

As obligated I ate all of the built up cum I released. I slept better than I had in weeks. What an amazing Evening